asekitty (asekitty) wrote in dxm_elite,
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I know ihavent posted in awhile, been busy with my mate and with probation an such, if anyone doesnt remember or if i never said why im on probation, well...

I have a drug problem, i got rather fucked up on crack cocaine, and in my stupior/high/mindless speedy state, i got the normal crack jones... and i tell ya, that demon is something that makes it almost imposiable to not feed... it will make ya do stupid shit, like how that night i stole a check from my mom, forged it, got money from a gas station, went back to the gas station and tried it again, but the numbers on the checks differed greatly, so with out me realising it, they called the police and my mother, my mom told them that i stole the checks, and the cops showed up.... i instantly knew what was up and put my hands behind my back, i got arrested and spent 18 days in county jail, i was initaly charged with felony forgery and misdemeanor theaft, the states atty droped the theft charge and charged me only with attempted forgery/issue/deliver an illegal document, since i truly didnt get away with it, i was court ordered to pay court costs, a public defender fee for my lawyer, probation fees, 14.00 everytime i gotta take a drug test... i report for probation monthly, and am being court ordered to go into drug rehab.... so fun beans... i have two years total time on probation, but as of right now i have a year and 6 months left...


the drug problem i have is with cocaine and xanax...(crack cocaine) ive been away from the coke for a good length of time so far, however i cant stop taking xanax... im really addicted to it...

right now in kinda drunk, been drinking budwiser select.... got some killer badass ganja, im on a few xanax right now as well.... i also took three oxycodone's (5mg str8 oxycodone) and am feelin rather nice right now....

i dont know if i can deal with sober life..... the 18 days i spent in jail were really shitty, not for being locked, that didnt bother me so much, i did the crime, i thought, i need to do the time.... that didnt bother me, the fact i went cold turkey off every drug i use... omg it sucked

the worst truly tho, that bothered me the most, was not being able to have a cig...

eh... but im free now, hope to stay that way... will be going into some type of drug rehab, will keep ya all updated....

smokie tokey

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