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what? [08 May 2009|02:26am]

so, anyone else on here a post dxm user? i'm getting alot of numbness sensations in the front of my head, alls i can think about is all the rumors that DXM puts a hole in your brain. its really bothersome. doctors and psychologists are of no help. anyone else get this?

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Hello. [28 Feb 2009|10:27pm]

The last time I did DXM was in fall of 'o7 when I started college. It was horrible. I laid in my dorm bed in the dark all night, in between trips to the bathroom to puke up what felt like sandpaper.

I've been doing heroin for 2 years straight now. I'm trying to quit.

My mother robo tripped two nights ago. A fun experience to watch.

I am afraid to do DXM again.

Anyone have a similar situation? Anyone know what to do?

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i'm wondering... [11 Feb 2009|10:50pm]

[ mood | optimistic ]

is it possible to be physically addicted to dxm, maybe taking into consideration how much and how often its used?
I made the huge mistake of switching from cough syrup to pills (used to do the cough gels but they made me unable to talk at times and have weird random hand movements and stuff) then i started taking mucinex (not a good thing). i was taking up to 30 a day, and for years now, every time i quit, i have horrible night sweats and nightmares, to the point where i don't last a few days off of it (except in rehab twice)
my brother said it isnt possible to be physically addicted but when its the only drug i am consuming, and i quit and i have these symptoms, i am going to have to disagree.
have any of you ever had these experiences? i am on day 4 or 5 of not doing the stuff and i am suffering miserably. i refuse to let myself take any to stop the withdrawals because i need to lay off. right now i can't eat, i barely sleep and i have to change my sheets every day because of the night sweats. i do believe dxm is the culprit. it has to be.
if any of you know anything about this, or anything i could do to make it easier besides sit it out, i'd appreciate your comments.
thanks a bunch!

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[03 Jan 2009|03:09am]

[ mood | cold ]

It's been years

I tried dexing again, i just felt a sickening tingle come over my body on a low dose even, and a few other side effects that really sucked.

I'm not on meds, is it simply over for me? the magic is gone forever, I can never enjoy dex again. or am i getting hints of serotonin syndrome for some reason.

but whatever, it was so shitty, I'm just vowing to never try it again

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[31 Dec 2008|05:05pm]

I'm going to Cuba in February and i was wondering if you can buy dxm containing products there (and if anyone knew any brand names)?

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join our community [15 Sep 2008|07:02pm]


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im still alive [29 Feb 2008|05:08pm]

im still alive, was really sick an in the hospital for awhile an then i lost my net connection. but to let ya all know im still kickin.... i will post mor elater cuz i cant type well right now i have a broken hand in 4 places plus a broken wrist.


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[18 Jul 2007|04:27am]


Wanna wanna wanna see a great swap meet? Check out the Rainbow convention!

All hippie, gutterpunk, fruits and skank trade... With a twist of LSD and musical entertainment.
Om circles containing thousands (diminishing over the years).  All wishing for peace.

Free food from any kitchen, and whatever donations you have will just add too your karma!

NO ALCOHOL!!!! unless you chill at A Camp (not recommended). A Camp is the alcoholics who cause trouble outside the circle to keep the FEDS out of the event. No alcohol does not mean logical euphoria is banned! For those, or people like me, If you want to drink... Keep the bottle hidden... If not, you'll be told where to take it.

Follow the rules that the Federal Wildlife Marshals give! If they tell you not to dig a hole for a fire pit... DON'T DO IT!

Wear foot protection at all time... I always wear my nice waterproof Timberlands.

Know your plants. You don't wanna be poisoned.

RESPECT THE ELDERS!!! The more you listen and help em' out... The more entertainment you'll receive!

Don't ask for drugs... It's just shady and pathetic.

LOOK FOR THE DRUG FREE ZONE! They usually stick to kitchens, and most kitchens, if you help out enough will invite you into the drug free zone.

Doctors and nurses are usually around to give advice or soothe most simple ailments... Look for C.A.L.M. All medical treatment is free of charge, but if you're truely badly fucked up.... Go to the damn hospital!

The conventions are usually, and most likely kept under close watch by Federal Wildlife Marshals and the FBI... So that means don't park your car with anything stupid in possession unless you know what you're doing!

The last gathering was in Northwest Arkansas, and the next regional (Aug 15th- ??) is in Maine... Maines first gathering, and that is backed by an international somewhere in Ontario, Canada.

Any rainbows interested??? Check the sites out, And for those who like to take trips in small squares, or by the mouthful from little eyedroppers... I suggest helping out the kitchen  Bare Necessities !

So just click the link and learn more!


Any questions??? Just leave a damn comment!

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[ mood | pissed off ]

ok im sick, ive been in treatment for stomach issues, not gonna go into details here, but because of it i havent been able to pay my whole big 75.00 fine payment to the court this month, now event ho i have dr's excuses they are still going to put me in jail on contempt of court if i dont have the money by the 24th....

stupid eh??

this song by Slipknot is for them

Slipknot "surfacing"

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is DOING ME IN!


Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is DOING ME IN!


You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fuck thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move

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been sick and have had some shitty days [12 Apr 2007|12:58am]

[ mood | lethargic ]

well ive been rather sick with stomach issues the past few months, still am sick but am geting better slowly.

I havent forgotten about ya all, just have not felt up to being on here much, lots has gone on since i last was on here.

Im single again after a 4 year relationship, its painful, but the relationship went stagnant and im not completely doubting that this breakup is reall all that bad of a thing, afterall im only 26 and not ready to settle down at all yet, i still wanna be a wild child;x)

Im off all the hard drugs, well cept for xanax, still addicted to them as bad as ever, i smoke a ton of pot now, mostly now cuz my dr said if it makes my stomach feel better then to smoke away, who am i to complain about that one??

I must admit, i am lonely, i need a companion, someone i can cling to, physicaly and emotionaly in times of difficulty, thats something i dont have, not now. I do have my mom and grandma, but they cant give me the affection i need, i need just one close close friend who i could like lay with, chat to till god only knows when, someone to confide in who i can trust with everything.

I need a friend irl, really bad, buti dont know anyone close to me, i mean my internet friends, most of you are all rather far away from litchfield illinois and i dont know most of ya well enough to even think about visiting irl unless i ran into you at a convention of some.

I just really need a friend, and being gay it makes it that much harder, specialy cuz of where i live, this town has nothing, nothing at all to do, and cuz of me being an idiot a year ago i dont have a drivers licence until october this year and i cant leave the state for a year and a half till im off probation..... and thats another thing, i cant stand how ppl place a stigma on me just cuz i fucked up once, i have a drug problem, i may not be feeding it anymore, but im an addict, and i am geting help, i wish people would see that and not just see whats on the surface.

i so long for close friends, but i just dont know what to do, or who to turn to... the only things to do here are go to walmart, or go to the bar..... or church..... for a 26yo psychonaut freak that leaves little for me to do but sit on my ass on my pc all the time, and i tell ya the internet, as vast as it might be, gets real boring after awhile, online chatting gets old, i need interaction with real live people who i could physicaly reach out an touch, or see their facial expressions, hear their voice..... but bleh, i guess im whining, im just lonely and wish i had some good friends to hang with, go have fun with...

and i need one friend, one who i can call a companion, a person who is as close as you can get to someone with out being in a relationship.....

i dunno, im lost n lonely, and its all the more hard cuz im sick at the same time with something really nasty, even tho i am doin ok thus far, but still it would be easier if i had a friend to lean on.

God bless ya all, hes the only one who will always be there for ya no matter what, even if you dont believe in him, your never really alone in this world cuz he loves ya no matter what. I might be gay, but it dont mean i cant believe in God! If i didnt, i prolly would of killed myself a long time ago.

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[10 Mar 2007|03:30pm]

so we all know of dextromethorphan.....the right isomer of said compound or whatever....actually methylated right isomer of said compound. Which is a potent NMDA receptor antagonist - placing in it the same category as Ketamine and PCP....And yes all compounds have opposite isomers..... - but usually one being far less potent....w/ out action....or for all practical purposes useless. Or like with amphetamine - dextro being centrally acting levo being peripheral....making adderall what it is as opposed to dexedrine. But a point of fascination for me lately is this - one my most respected chemical compounds in my arsenal - DXM (is a potent disassociative) as its right isomer....but becomes as its left....suprise suprise....a potent opioid narcotic stronger than morphine. levorphanol (left isomer of dextrorphan DXO)[it is also the same as levomethorphan...but less potent).....
But to me i find this fascinating......Two worlds of drugs i've delved into with excess.....(at times to cancel each other out.....exist perfectly across from each other.....right isomer....disassociation....left....blank opioid bliss....
This compound never ceases to amaze me.............it contains both my worlds.....one in each hand.....

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This is like reality TV, only more like SURREALITY TV amirite? [07 Mar 2007|12:11am]

[ mood | high ]

My dexed-out brothas and sistas! SEE THE AMAZING SARAH SILVERMAN in all her natural glory, bringing to the television screen THE PERILS OF DRINKING COUGH SYRUP!
(Yeah, this hits a little too close to home sometimes, but I still laughed.)

The Sarah Silverman Show steals my life and puts it on the television for all to see.

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Chem-savvy tweakers with a penchant for schematic diagrams. Who knew? [08 Feb 2007|05:59am]

[ mood | amused ]

I'm sure SOME sick bastard has to get a kick out of this.
My tweaker buddy had a little bit of Adderall and WAY too much free time on his hands, and he got to feeling artistic.
Cut for size and standard warnings apply.Collapse )

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[29 Jan 2007|02:08pm]

has anyone else noticed the disgustingly HUGE increase of dxm use, particularly in high schools?? word is getting out fast, it sucks...atleast here, its bigger than ever.

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Jazz Hands! [18 Jan 2007|03:14pm]

[ mood | mischievous ]

Nothin' like planning to go into a song-and-dance audition half-bent and still being confident that you're better than 90% of the competition to spice up your life!

Yep, I have an audition tonight. If it were for a serious, paid gig, I would never even dream of fucking around like this. But hell, this is for a cheesy charity gig that's probably going to be so tooth-achingly liberal and washed-up that I can LOL my way through it.

I figure this is one more thing to check off on my long list of Stuff To Do Just So I Can Have The Story To Tell Afterward.

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[12 Jan 2007|10:59pm]

[ mood | stressed ]

I know ihavent posted in awhile, been busy with my mate and with probation an such, if anyone doesnt remember or if i never said why im on probation, well...

I have a drug problem, i got rather fucked up on crack cocaine, and in my stupior/high/mindless speedy state, i got the normal crack jones... and i tell ya, that demon is something that makes it almost imposiable to not feed... it will make ya do stupid shit, like how that night i stole a check from my mom, forged it, got money from a gas station, went back to the gas station and tried it again, but the numbers on the checks differed greatly, so with out me realising it, they called the police and my mother, my mom told them that i stole the checks, and the cops showed up.... i instantly knew what was up and put my hands behind my back, i got arrested and spent 18 days in county jail, i was initaly charged with felony forgery and misdemeanor theaft, the states atty droped the theft charge and charged me only with attempted forgery/issue/deliver an illegal document, since i truly didnt get away with it, i was court ordered to pay court costs, a public defender fee for my lawyer, probation fees, 14.00 everytime i gotta take a drug test... i report for probation monthly, and am being court ordered to go into drug rehab.... so fun beans... i have two years total time on probation, but as of right now i have a year and 6 months left...

the drug problem i have is with cocaine and xanax...(crack cocaine) ive been away from the coke for a good length of time so far, however i cant stop taking xanax... im really addicted to it...

right now in kinda drunk, been drinking budwiser select.... got some killer badass ganja, im on a few xanax right now as well.... i also took three oxycodone's (5mg str8 oxycodone) and am feelin rather nice right now....

i dont know if i can deal with sober life..... the 18 days i spent in jail were really shitty, not for being locked, that didnt bother me so much, i did the crime, i thought, i need to do the time.... that didnt bother me, the fact i went cold turkey off every drug i use... omg it sucked

the worst truly tho, that bothered me the most, was not being able to have a cig...

eh... but im free now, hope to stay that way... will be going into some type of drug rehab, will keep ya all updated....

smokie tokey


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im high, this is a groovy statement made in a move by francis ford copola [12 Jan 2007|10:01pm]

[ mood | weird ]

im on three IR oxycodone's, been drinking an smokin killer budz and took a few dozen xanax;x)

was watching apocalypse now and i want to quote two cool things from the movie that are spoken by Marlon Brando..

"We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats' feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar
Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;"

" I've seen horrors...horrors that you've seen. But you have no right to call
me a murderer. You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that...But
you have no right to judge me. It's impossible for words to describe what is
necessary to those who do not know what horror means.
Horror. Horror has a face...And you must make a friend of horror. Horror and
moral terrorare your friends. If they are not then they are enemies to be feared.
They are truly enemies.

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If you're gonna go, go out with style. He sure did. Thanks, Uncle Bob. [12 Jan 2007|04:19am]

[ mood | artistic ]

Robert Anton Wilson died yesterday morning. Light a candle, ingest a psychoactive substance, or vote for an ostrich in his memory, would you? He will be missed. For those of you who can't be arsed to click links, Bob's more or less final word on the subject was "I don't see how to take death seriously. It seems absurd."
Here is his final blog entry in its entirety from this past Saturday. Considering his title for the entry, I'm glad I posted Dylan Thomas's "Do Not Go Gently Into That Good Night" three weeks ago myself. I'll just link to my prior entry instead of belaboring my friends list with a repost.

Bob Wilson was really my introduction into mindhacking as a more formal and scientific art form, rather than just a hobby for my own amusement. On my basement bookshelf is my copy of The Illuminatus! Trilogy that I managed to annotate two hundred pages in before I got bored and picked up another project to amuse myself. His "Quantum Psychology" introduced me to Bob Wilson the serious philosopher, and I've enjoyed both his fiction and nonfiction ever since. All of his books have that elusive re-readability factor, where you'll find some new detail nearly each and every time you pick up the volume, while being casual enough that the first read-through won't leave you scratching your head. Well, no more than the third or fourth read-through, anyhow, heh.

Basically, Bob Wilson was one of the authors that made a major impact on my life from adolescence through my twenties. I've always known I'm allowed to think differently, but Uncle Bob helped guide me into ways of doing so both brazenly and productively.

Semper Bob Wilson.

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weeee [05 Jan 2007|11:07pm]

hmmm... havent been around in awhile... been sick

i took an oxycontin tonight, fucked me up

how is everyone lately??


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[23 Dec 2006|07:24pm]

[ mood | chipper ]

as i promised.. something interesting!

largest collection of dxm related images, orgonized just last month by yours truly.


*a piece of my own art in there is the first one

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[18 Dec 2006|12:10am]

hello dexers, im new here jus looking for an active DXM community... n meet some people

i post on the Dextroverse forums as X11 if you go there. *waves to all*

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[17 Dec 2006|01:17am]

Looking for people with experience in attempting to brew up some Lysergic. Anyone have any notes I can compare, Or sites with journals or blogs of biochemists working with ergot?

I'm not sure if i'm allowed to post this material in this community, but I am going to anyway cause I need to find other chemists I can compare notes to.

Send me an email at jntn@iup.edu if you have any information. I may or may not respond to the email, but any and all information will be appreciated.

Ask what lab instruments I have access to.
Ask any personal information.
Ask what legal advantages I have.
Just don't ask anything...

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[10 Nov 2006|07:40am]

omfg its blublo: "im a flower in the middle of a feild"
d3xalon3islov3: there was no ass he was the plant.
omfg its blublo: "im a hamster on a treadmill"
d3xalon3islov3: haha shut up
omfg its blublo: "im a fucking car factory"
d3xalon3islov3: hahaha
omfg its blublo: ya know? ididnt think that came along with the 4th plataeu

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U R 1 2 chug @ robo n get fruxd? lol [28 Oct 2006|02:31am]

[ mood | hopeful ]

I found a website that may finally have a clue about how I think Drug Awareness Resistance Education should be forwarded. Accurate information on both positive and negative effects, respect for the reader's intelligence, and something interesting and amusing to keep your attention long enough to maybe learn something. But the HUGE tagline above it all is why I may actually respect this anti-drug program: Make up your OWN mind about cough medicine

DXM Stories.

This site does eat bandwidth, I'll warn you. Skip the "Watch Stories" portion, as their server can't handle the downstream necessary to show the videos (if you do manage to get it to work, Shannon's story is closest to my own), but the rest is reasonable.

Plus, their trademark is an Interrobang. How cool is that?

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[11 Apr 2006|04:51pm]

Nov 2nd I go for a drug assesment then within a few days until maybe in Jan I will be going to drug rehab for one month as ordered by my probation officer.....

I dont wanna go, but i gotta, the court is makin me......


I will post something right before i leave.

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[21 Oct 2006|07:27pm]

Tripping for the first time in a few months tonight. Hopefully I'll remember that I want to do hourly updates. Tried this the second time ever taking dxm and failed horribly. :-p Wish me luck.

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[14 Sep 2006|07:36pm]

anyone ever try http://www.dextroverse.org/txt/cccextraction.txt ?

and does it work?

Also, 2 new singles @ http://www.soundclick.com/blublo

russian royality
and Flower King.

Dose too it.

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[10 Sep 2006|12:51am]

I'm going away. Until I say so, asekitty is in charge.

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[06 Aug 2006|06:28pm]

[ mood | apathetic ]

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